Sender could hardly pay attention in class that
afternoon. While the limudei chol
teacher spoke about the American Revolution,
Michael’s comment ran round and around in
Sender’s head.
“Welcome to the real world, Rabbi Edelman.”
The real world? A world where people steal things and
break old men’s hearts and hoodlums try to destroy holy
places? A world where it isn’t obvious that a Jewish boy
learns Torah? Where he has to be a rabbi to learn Torah?
A world where a yiddishe neshamah has to go to a goyish
school, especially with those creeps, just because his father
is a businessman?
This is real?
“Sender, are you with us?” his teacher asked.
“Yes. I’m sorry,” was what he said, but what he wanted
to say was, I don’t know. Are you in the so-called real
world?
The bell rang and the class filed out. Sender sat until
everyone had left, and then angrily stuffed his books into
his book bag. He walked slowly down the hall, lost in his
own thoughts. When he got outside, he was not surprised
to see the front of the school empty; most boys were
picked up right after the last class.
Sender scanned the no-parking zone where Mr. Myers
usually pulled up. Empty. Then he went around the side
to the parking lot, but the only cars there were parked and
empty. He went back to the front of the school and looked
up and down the block. There wasn’t even one car that remotely
resembled Mr. Myers’ old black Ford.
I guess something held him up, he thought and sat
down on the curb, resigned to waiting patiently. Twenty
minutes later, he stood up again. I’d better call, he
thought and went back to the school building.
The door, however, was locked. Everyone must have
gone home. He was alone.
There must be some mistake, he thought. Probably,
someone else was supposed to pick me up, and there
was a mix up, and Ima thinks I’m at shul and Aba thinks
I’m at home.
What a mess!
He looked down the block towards home. It’s not as if I
don’t know the way home; I’ve walked it before. Those
kids at the high school were arrested, right? They won’t
be there to bother me. Besides, their school got out a
long time ago. They must be long gone.
Right?
Sender took a deep breath and began walking home. In
the distance, he could see the dark bulk of the high
school. The sunny spring day had changed into a chilly
spring evening; Sender buttoned his sweater and walked
quickly. Clouds collected overhead, but in the still evening
air, only the tips of the trees stirred.
A block before the high school, he crossed to the other
side of the street. Sender walked faster. His heart jolted in
his chest when he saw the group standing next to the
chain-link fence. Subconsciously, he looked for familiar
faces.
The group was smaller. Frank with the skull wasn’t
there, neither was Blond Spikes, nor two of the other boys
who had harassed him in the past.
A boy he’d never seen before, a boy with white-blond
hair and baggy black pants looked at him and turned
away deliberately. Another kid glared at the boy and hit
him on the shoulder. He whispered something and jerked
his head towards Sender. He smiled nastily and drew his
index finger across his throat. The blond boy just stared,
eyes narrow in his thin, pale face.
Sender jerked his eyes away from the group and
walked on. He was almost convinced they wouldn’t touch
him, or even come near him; they were in enough trouble
already. Nevertheless, he wouldn’t feel safe until he was
well away.
Two blocks away from the high school and one block
from home, Sender let himself look over his shoulder.
The street was empty. He let out a breath he didn’t even
know that he was holding and looked down at his trembling
legs in surprise; I didn’t think I was that scared, he
thought and sat down hard on the grassy verge.
It’s so quiet here, he thought. Is it always so quiet? I’m
always in the car or running somewhere, I never noticed.
And there’s no one on the street. Only one person, far
away. Sender saw that the person was young and had
white-blond hair. He slipped behind a parked car.
It’s him, the boy from outside the high school! He’s
following me! Sender got on hands and knees and looked
out around the bumper. The boy was still there, but he’d
stopped. Sender ducked back and squatted on his heels,
arms around his legs, chin resting on his knees.
He can’t be following me, he reasoned. Why would he
follow me? He must live around here, that’s all. I’m acting
like this is a spy book. Disgusted with himself, he uncurled
and stood up.
The boy saw him and ducked behind a parked van.
Sender ran.
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